Tenth Day of Loneliness

Yesterday was yet again a lonely day, it was the tenth day that she did not talked to me, or let me say, it was the tenth day that she kept ignoring me, and if we would count school days only, it was the eighth.

I don’t know what I feel, I know, I don’t love her the way I love my girlfriend, but there is something wrong, para bang affected ako masyado that I can’t talk to her. Could this be love? But how is that possible when I’m faithfully in love with Daizel?

People in school are used to tease me lately, for some reason that I don’t know, there’s something wrong going on, I don’t know what that particularly is, all I know that it’s wrong. Why would I feel this way when I would not love her and how could I love her when I know that I don’t?

I know, my words are really confusing, but don’t mind. Let me talk my heart out with my blog, I know, no one cares to listen to my never ending regret regarding the big mistake that I made. I’m talking nonsense, it might be an effect of what has been going on lately, I don’t know. Let me keep my mouth shut again.

About Georg Kevin

Georg Kevin is a 20 year old Student Blogger from Davao City, he is also the current Student President of the BS I.T Course at the Philippine Women's College of Davao. Aside from his personal blog, Georg Kevin contributes to PinoyTeens.Net, DavaoPost.Com and Lovebug.PinoyTeens.Net as well. He also leads the Philippine Teens Media (teens.com.ph). If you've got something to say or ask, please don't hesitate to do so, [email protected]

Comments

  1. Parang antagal naman nang issue na yan, wala na nga kayo ng girlfriend mo, may problem ka agad with one of your classmates

Trackbacks

  1. [...] problem has been bugging Mr Kevin Paquet for a couple of days already, or should I say weeks? It started all with a little prank, that turned out to be the cause of a [...]

  2. [...] this blog know that I tend to come up with better poems and thoughts when I’m in pain and feel very lonely, which I am right now. But all these other issues and hindrances like the back and forth move of my main blog from one [...]

Speak Your Mind

*