Usually, writing about whoever I’m in a relationship with at any given time doesn’t end well. That’s why, generally, I’ve steered clear from writing anything about my current relationship (and the one prior that). It makes me wonder… what would I write here, if I were to write about my girlfriend?
I mean, what harm could it bring? It’s my personal blog after all. It’s a tiny little measly blog that merely makes any traffic. It’s a blog that sees as many visitors in a month that it used to see on a single morning. That sucks. Nonetheless though, let’s not get too far away from the point… what if I were to write about my girlfriend?
Maybe I’d start off emphasizing how happy I am in my current relationship. It sounds cliche and shit, but really, I’ve never been this happy in a relationship. It’s simply great. At first, of course, it was a rather rocky and roller coaster ride (which it still occasionally is) but there’s none of the freak shit happening anymore. Of course, I won’t delve deeper into that stuff.
At any rate, if I were to write about my girlfriend, I’d probably write about how beautiful she is. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Seriously though, she isn’t only pretty on the outside, but deep within, beyond the thick skin full of emotionless BS, there lies a pure soul, a pure heart that really cares and loves. She often has her guard up high, but slowly, I’ve managed to dig beyond that thick skin of hers and get deep down into her heart and soul. She’s an amazing woman. I never expected that we would be the kind of couple that we are right now. We fully trust each other, we fight ridiculously about some lousy shit, but we always find a way back — almost immediately.
If I were to write about my girlfriend, I’d point out some of the trademark qualities that our relationship is built on. For one, there’s trust of course, second, loyalty… yet something that not all relationship gets to have (well, at least the bad ones) is that friendship comes first. We find a way to not only be a boyfriend and girlfriend towards each other, but a good friend who knows how to listen and who knows how to dish out advice and some hilarious insults (in a friendly way of course) at times. Things that usually only people within a barkada would do. It’s great to have a girlfriend and bestfriend girl-friend in one.
If I were to write about my girlfriend, I’d let you in, one of our secrets. The secret that she hasn’t even remotely considered me as an ideal partner back then. Of course, love has found a way, and like I said, I managed to get under her skin and closer to her heart. According to her, I’m even closer to her heart and even more loved than she has loved any other guy before. That’s some huge statement. That’s heavy. If it’s true, that I cannot tell. I’m not Semarfe Dela Cruz to answer that. I’m Georg Kevin Paquet. My mission isn’t to find out every little thought roaming her mind, but making sure that she’s well taken care of and loved that one day… I’d get to change her last name.
If I were to write about my girlfriend… One thing is for sure… I could go on and on and still miss the point. So, let’s not miss the point… Okay?
If I were to write about her, one thing I’d tell you is… I really love this girl. We’ve been traveling around. We’ve been creating a lot of beautiful memories together. We spend time together making each other better and not wearing each other down. There’s mutual understanding going on. Our relationship has become so beautiful and everything about “us” is so great that I’m slowly starting to worry what could happen if she exits my life. It would be so fucking hard to move on from. 🙁 Yet of course, it doesn’t ever have to come to that, right?
I love this girl. I love her so much. That… That’s what I would tell you, if I were to write about my girlfriend.