I had a post scheduled which was of a much lighter mood than this one. To make things short – this has been my worst birthday, ever.
After over 17,000 profile views, 6,000 plurks, 18,000 responses, 1,500 friends and 1,600 fans… I’m pretty much back where I have started… at Plurk.
It was there where I met people with whom I’m still connected to to-date. It was there where I used to extend the reach of my blog. It was there, where I gained motivation and inspiration for all my work. And yes, it was there, where I learned to love and enjoy the feeling of being loved. It was there too, where I acted like a jerk and a complete a**hole.
Plurk has always been a happy community for me to turn to, a place to get away from all the serious stuff. Plurk always rescued me from high levels of stress and depression and has always been a resource of funny quotes and cool people. That hasn’t changed a bit.
I’m happy that I decided to become more active on Plurk again. I’ve made new connections and friendship as early as my first 10 hours back on Plurk. It feels so strange yet so familiar roaming around the microblogging tool, nonetheless, I know that I am home.
Learned to love and be loved.
The biggest lesson that Plurk taught me was about love. You could throw the worst criticism at me and I would still accept it for what I’ve done to some people on Plurk. I feel terrible remembering those romantic relationship I had with a few Plurkers throughout my 1342 days on the site. Yet those have also been some of the most wonderful days I’ve had in my entire life. No place else have I felt being so loved and needed by someone but on Plurk. It was a long distance relationship, but I never felt being too far away from that person. But sabi ko nga, tanga tanga ko kasi at gago, it took a tragic end.
If you really love someone. Go for it. Take the chance while you have it!
Seeing Familiar Faces…
Some people have changed, some people are still the same. Others moved on to other social networks while some remain pretty active on Plurk. It’s a joy to see familiar names and faces on Plurk!
I wrote couple of times about this Social Network on other blogs, and I was pretty much spot on then, Plurk is gonna evolve into something big and it truly has. It may not seem as big as other people give it credit, but I challenge you to immerse yourself with the huge, vast and hyperactive communities that Plurk has to offer.
I am home at last; and I am going to build myself up from here.
I don’t know. But earlier this evening, when I was on my way home I had a very strange feeling. Well, a strange feeling that I always have had since I started researching about things like Illuminati and the likes. I’m sure, I’m not the only one. People may consider us being paranoid, but we surely ain’t be. Probably most of you are just blinded to see the truth. But that’s not the point of this article, that’s not what i wish to discuss here, but the sort of weird event that took place.
No Man Is An Island
And it’s a fact that no man is an Island. But have you asked yourself what to do whenever you’d be left alone by your friends and loved ones? I’m sure. That all the people you trust can be counted upon and that they’ll be with you for as long as possible. But they won’t be around forever. The time will come that you need to walk your own way and make your own choices. We might still know each other and communicate. But when the day comes, that we both meet the common foe, 666; it’s up to you whether to follow or to refuse. No one will decide for you, but you alone.
I’ve started a new blog. I was quite confident about it when I bought the domain, but now, a bit off with what I should do with the given blog… Anyhow though, I’d appreciate it if you guys could find some time to drop by my newest project: mediajourn.com
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No, I haven’t truly taken off yet. My journey barely started, plans barely set in place… and here comes my first true hurdle. Myself. My body is deteriorating. My health is getting worse, I can feel it… but I’m not quite sure why.
This isn’t the first time that I had these roller-coaster-like emotions, no… but it’s the first time that I’m uncertain why I have them. A friend said, that I should observe my body, and yes, that’s what I will. Sure, I’m not quite the lucky kind of guy, so I expect things to get worse and worse.
I wonder what kind of sickness this is… I wonder, if subconsciously… I’ve started to let go of the will to live.
Mother, will be heading to Germany as it seems – not me. I’ll be left here to perish along with my dreams, my hopes and all.
Situations at home have gotten worse. An unexpected event is likely to take place. The first one, was well received… another, not so much – even for myself.
I feel very disappointed in myself, in my being… I’m a total letdown. No matter how good I mean to talk myself into being productive, positive thinking and all – it has little effect, and if it spells any difference at all, it barely affects me for a day or two.
There’s no God that can help me, and I’m too afraid to turn to any God – for I’m sure, that I’d just be a huge letdown for him too.
In summary, my heart is thorn apart, my body is weakening, my health is getting worse, my mind is filled with so many confusing thoughts – but what’s worse, what’s truly worse of them all is… my soul is losing its will to live. Someone, save me, please?
Speculations are, that the whole Eurozone is falling apart as I write this post. Germany, the stronghold of the European Union was the last country to sign the papers for the ESM, which is supposed to help the Eurozone recover from its debt crisis.
While Germans and citizens of other European countries intend to go elsewhere in the world, away from all the Euro-crap… I’m one of the few who wishes to go back there.