It’s been a while since my last entry here. Okay, maybe it wasn’t that long if you consider this other post that I had published. Seriously though, this is the first time I’m really dedicating some time (and effort) into writing something.
I’ve been blogging for so long now. I’ve had a lot of ups but I’ve had a lot of downs as well. It’s only been recently that my groove for blogging has somewhat returned. Something has been bugging me; I don’t know how to explain it though. It’s as if there’s something odd, something wrong, heck, maybe even something missing. I can assure you, that it doesn’t have anything to do with my ex. Okay? 🙂
Let’s just put it this way.
I’ve had high hopes with a new acquaintance that I have on Facebook. I know that particular person for quite some time already. The conversation started out relatively smooth and without any hiccups but it has turned a bit dull.
I don’t know how to make the conversation lively. I don’t know where to pick up from. I don’t know what to do about it. It’s as if like from one moment to the next, everything has changed.
Jeez. Maybe I’m just worried too much, that I could mess this up.
This feeling of being too paralyzed to act, and never knowing how the outcome could have been, is killing me.
IN OTHER NEWS
I’m a student (yet again), but this time, promise I’ll push through with it. 🙂 For the first time ever, I have passed my Math 1 in College. I even managed to get a fairly high grade in it. My English has also gone back to its normal line of 9~, after the disastrous line of 7~ grade that I got in Ateneo. LOL.